Been slacking I have. Thats not good.
I need to try to get focused and back into a good routine!
Sigh
March 15, 2010
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1:11 AM
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Just Me
Some things I would never tolorate, and I am not. Yet my mind keeps screaming to not let go.
My mind should know better.
My mind should know better.
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Ok
March 5, 2010
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8:37 PM
| Posted by
Just Me
This is driving me batty. You know I have never been so sensitive over a friendship before.
I am not sure what will help, but I feel like I am going mental.
I am doing things, hobbies, reading books, taking walks. On top of my normal daily life. I can't get him or the downfall of our friendship out of my head!
Were still on speaking basis, but no where near what we were and my mind is screaming at me. I am not sure how I got so dependant on another person. I mean this has NEVER happend to me before with anyone. Not even when my ex husband and I broke apart. Or when my current one drifted away with an emotional affair that has kinda crippled our emotional connection.
Is this some cosmic connection or does age just really mess with your emotional side?
I am not sure what will help, but I feel like I am going mental.
I am doing things, hobbies, reading books, taking walks. On top of my normal daily life. I can't get him or the downfall of our friendship out of my head!
Were still on speaking basis, but no where near what we were and my mind is screaming at me. I am not sure how I got so dependant on another person. I mean this has NEVER happend to me before with anyone. Not even when my ex husband and I broke apart. Or when my current one drifted away with an emotional affair that has kinda crippled our emotional connection.
Is this some cosmic connection or does age just really mess with your emotional side?
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