Just me

I am drawing a blank in how to move forward. I know what I want, I know where I want to be. Yet I see no clear path to get that way. I never have been good at puzzles and it is like I need to be to figure out how to make things work to get me there.

Just wanted to wish everyone a great year this year. Hopefully things will get better for all!!!

It's late. I should be asleep. But it is one of thoes nights where the little one wakes up from a bad dream.
So here I am at 15 til 3am saying Hi to whomever might be reading my blog.

Hey there. Been a bit busy for the holiday as you've probably guessed.
I got all of one gift. Not even my husband got me anything this year. Well so far from what he says.
You know it isn't the getting gifts that bother me, it is more the feeling that you are forgotten or you don't really matter to your friends and family. So yea, been feeling a bit bad this holiday.
So I figured I would get back into major working-out again. I do workout, but light workouts currently. Before my kids were born I use to have a professional trainer and was into weightlifting.
I don't see this as a New Years resolution since I use to be a hardcore weightlifter before. Might get my mind off all the bad depressing stuff. Heres to hoping.

No posts. lately. Sorry. I had a fabulous time in Sweden and really really didn't wanna come back home yet. But I am back and blah. Hopefully I will be more perky soon and will have something meaningful to blog about.
Take care all. 

Heading to the happiest place on earth. Well at least for me. Gonna be in Sweden this week! 

*does the happy dance*
Have a great week!!!

Making plans, breaking plans.
So what do you do? Been invited to visit friends. So, I've made the plans, bought the tickets. Some that I had planned on visiting forgot the dates and made new plans. (Visiting more than one person over a week)
So now what? I haven't talked to them yet, but I am worried that they will break our plans. I am coming in from out of town. Yet the new plans are made with other family. (Meraning more important than me) and they are going out of town to them.
I think I will be the one screwed. I haven't spoken to them yet. I found out from someone else. Guess we will see what happens when I talk to him. My gut tells me that they will appologize, but wont change thier new plans. *sigh*

This is just driving me mad. We can get NOTHING done!
Shops here in Norway, at least where I live, close when everyone gets off of work. So unless you want to buy the cheap generic crap from superstore like places, you need to what???

It is like you have to take time off work to get any proper shopping done. Or give up your weekends and holidays to do it.
It is enough to drive a person mad. Certain places should have hours to work for the public. I have no clue how they make any money. One guy we spoke to about thier hours said that yea the shop opens way to early. He has most of his working hours doing nothing because most everyone is at work themselves.
ARGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tonight is today. Well I can't sleep again. This insomnia is a funny thing. It is not all bad tho. I tend to get most of my research, practicing Norwegian and a few other things done when I can't sleep.
I have been quite obsessed with researching that Swine Flu lately. I can not believe how many people don't want to hear that there is something wrong with this. It is like people need to belive what they are being told is the truth.

Is it that hard to research for yourselves? Well thats not fair. I do know a lot of people that are doing their own research, but still a LOT are just fine with following the recomendations.
I think my friends on my facebook are ready to kick me off thier friends list. I keep posting stuff everyday on this. But, this stuff is scarey! The harm that can and is being done for what? I have no clue why, other than money, that this vaccine is being pushed so hard onto people. There is no pandemic. More die of the normal flu. Then there are all the other scares thet has gone on.. SARS, west nile virus and so on.

Well, there was never a question in my house about this flu shot. Flu shots were proven almost 5 years ago that they don't work anyway. I just wish more people knew and read the reports on that.
Do your research please, stay healthy!

There is so many upsetting things lately I am having a rough time finding a light in all this dark.

I mean with all this Swine Flu BS! Yes, I believe it is all BS!
Have you seen the death rates compared to the normal flu? The Swine flu rates are nothing compared! The only thing I see to worry about it that vaccination that they are trying to scare everyone into taking.
I mean they are trying to recomment it to PREGNANT women!!! How mental can the doctors be??? Do you know what the ingredients in that vaccine can do to a developing fetus?!!! It makes one wonder if they are trying to kill us.
Scarey stuff I tell ya!

So something good. yes... Hmmm, besides me not being stupid enough to take that vaccine. I must say my best-friend. Gonna be on vacation soon for a visit. Got my tickets. Can't wait!  :)