Just me

OK, so I am not too happy today, so I thought of a theme for this blog. I need to always find one thing at least good. AND I can't always repeat the same thing. So I need to look for something new and good all the time. Gesh, I am mean!
I  mean I woke up today at 7:30am and haven't really been out of bed all day, just lying there. I feel shitty  and I feel shitty a lot, so that is a tall order to find something good all the time.
I was SOOO depressed today because it seems my best-friend is trying to get away from me. He is sick of me right now (I'm hoping just right now). Lately I have been catching him lying to me to just to get away. Even when we have been away from each other for a while. So like last night when we finally had a chance to talk, he said he had to go to bed. You know work in the morning and had a small headache. Well, he was on the computer playing games all night. (These are the games we play together on line always, so if he is on, I can see it) So I tried to call him to see if he wanted me to join and nothing, no answer. So not only did he lie about needing to go, he ignored my calls. He was still there 2 hours later, but I left it alone. If he needed space he needed space. He had to have known I logged in because the games informs of other friends playing.
I think I am more upset that he felt he had to lie about it. Not sure if we still have a friendship if he needs to resort to that.  :(  Is our respect out the window? He just needs space? You know, it hurts when the closest person to you does this shit. It is like a slap in the face or something.

Ok, so something good. Found a house and we are finally planning on actually putting a bid on. So we will see how that goes. Something to look forward to.