Just me

It's late, I'm tired but being kept up. Someone isn't feeling well tonight and so I just can't sleep. Seems to always happen when my kids are ill.
By morning I will be exhausted and pass out on the couch while she watches some cartoons. So a good 2 to 3 hours of for me.

I've been feeling a bit better myself lately. I am not sure if it is because I am writing this blog or just because I am feeling better.
My situation hasn't really changed, but my mood is. I guess that is the key. If we feel better, things don't seem as bad as they are. Last week I felt everything was hopeless. Well they are, the main things in life I wan't aren't possible. Yet this week, I am not brooding so much over it. Lets hope this feeling lasts. It is much better than the pathetic pityness I usually feel for myself.
I never use to be a cry baby about things at all, but lately this shit just hurts and I can't get out of that mood for the day once I get there.
So yea, this weekend has been nice.