Just me

Feels like he is avoiding me. He says he's not but I think he is just trying not to hurt my feelings. I have been a bit sensitive lately. Yet there are pretty obvious signs that he is.
Guess I just need to move on and if he is still my friend he will come aound and call me on his own. I guess when you get use to someone always there for you for quite a few years it is hard to let it go. makes me wonder why it seems to be so easy for him. I guess distractions are good at that. maybe he just dosen't realize?
I do have other things I need to be getting done. It is just so many things were going wrong lately, this is the last thing I needed. have you ever felt like falling threw a black hole and there seems to be no end in site?
Lets see, something good. That is one thing I have been trying, not to always be thinking about the bad stuff.
Currently I can only think that I am still breathing, but sometimes I feel like I can't even do that.
Ok, here... 2 old workmates I got along with back in the US I have found on Facebook. So yea, reunited with 2 old friends. Thats good.
Have a good day all!