Just me

It's so out of the ordinary how it happen no one believes it. So many assumptions fly about to what really happen. Till notes are read and medical reports are checked. Blind belief ion a chemical is not a good thing. Oh no!
Me being over weight... a hormone issue... but it is assumed I just have very bad eating habits. So of course I pass on that to my kids.
No No NO!
It's amazing how people can ignore what you are saying because they assume what they see and what they have experienced can only be the answer. Ok it is a bit infuriating.
Thank goodness when something was pointed out to me as a matter of fact was a total shock that they got the fact that we are telling the truth!
Attitudes changed assumptions seem to start disapearing and understanding that this is actually a different case all together.
Feel better.

Tomorrow. Not looking forward to it, not one bit. I have an appointment and had a friend that was comming with me to help with my understanding. (My Norwegian is pretty bad). Just found out he is sick and can't make it.
My husband has to come now and he has a phobia with this place. So yea, stress, grumpiness and perhaps fainting will occupy my day tomorrow. Oh joy!

My little one had her first real disapointment.
A party she was looking forward to all weekend. She had gotten ready today several hours before and refused to play so her dress would stay nice.
The party wasn't that great, the face painter didn't know how. She had me remove the paint the second we got home. Also it was very short party with a tiny play area. :(
Yes, it was not at the birthday girls home, but a fast food place.
Live and learn I guess.
Tomorrow she has a play date at one of thoes play land areas. So I think she will forget all about the party after tomorrow. :)

I just can't seem to get to sleep lately. Insomnia is such an interesting thing.
I have been forcing myself to get to bed by 3am, at the latest 5 am. But I end up still lying in bed staring up at the ceiling.
So you learn something new every day.. I have a few cracks in the ceiling paint. Hmm, maybe I should fix that one of these days.
Night.  :)

So much fun.
M: Time for bed...
S: I know mom...
10 minutes later....
M: Time to get ready for bed!
S: One sec mon...
M: NOW!
This went on for almost an hour. Needless to say he is grounded.

My grumble for the day. Hub called today, he was at the store picking up a few things. So he wanted to know if I wanted anything. So yea. I told him 3 things to pick me up. Apples, cheese and feminin thingys. So what did he come home with? None of them. He had kept me on the call for 10 minutes while he roamed around like he was getting the stuff I asked for.
I don't get it! So now it is midnight, I want a snack and all that is in the house is his junkfood. So I am stuck with sipping water tonight. Argh!!!

Good news. there is a fair in town this weekend for homeowners. Right in time since I need to fix up mine.

A day just like anyother day. Just kinda wish they were a bit better.
Legs hurt and when that happens I get moody. Well not moody because my legs hurt. I get moody because my hormones are off and make me moody and make my legs hurt.
So if I complain about my legs, you might find it best to stay away or just understand I am a nutball when they hurt.

Ok, tried a new template, but it dosen't look just right.
Not too versed on the codeing either. I know there are probably ways to make it work. Wish I knew this stuff a bit better.
Does it look as bad as I think it does?
(If there is no butterfly on it, then I must have changed it)

Ok, gotta pick one. Sleep or food.
Having issues going to bed to late and not eating breakfast. Which pattern needs to be adressed first?
My little one gets groggy in the mornings at school. She has a hard time falling asleep at night and completely refuses to eat breakfast in the morning.
In pre-school it wasn't a problem. They would feed her when she got to school, but in elementary school, they eat quite a bit later.
I really do think it is her not wanting to eat, my husband thinks it is the sleeping. She is always asleep by 10pm at the latest on school nights and gets over 9 hours on a normal basis. He wants her getting ready and in bed by 7:30 - 8. I have her getting ready at 8 and asleep by 10. Gotta get the teeth brushed, pj's on, story time.. yadda yadda. He will refuse her story time if it gets too late (even if it is his fault).

Don't you love conflict? Bah!

Don't you love it when you are just relaxing watching a show. Cuddling up nicely to get away from your troubles. Then you realize the show you turned on decides to hit home just all to well?

Bah, I hate when I start crying beacuse of a TV show.