Just me

Rain rain go away, come back another day.

The rain hates me. I was gonna have guests come by the past couple days and no go. All due to the weather. These friends walk everywhere. but one has a baby and they live far enough that the wind and the rain would soak them to the bone. So no visit today or yesterday.
I do have another friend planing to come by tomorrow, but she hates walking. Driving is her thing. So there is no excuse for her to back out. We will see.

As for having friends, it is nice, but they aren't Norwegian!!! It is so hard to make friends with the Norwegians here it is crazy. Luckly there are others out there that aren't Norwegian in this town or I will be worse off than I am.
So what is better? Norwegians or Swedes when it come to making friends? Both I know are hard, but which is the more open to new relationships in general?
I think Swedes, but I would like others opinions on this. Whats your thoughts?

Just a bit of gaming today. Playing wow. I don't do it all that often. Sometimes I just get the urge to play a game. I guess I find it more fun to play a mmo's with others. The area I live in very few friend here. It is majorly hard to find a friend. New country, new social expectations. So it makes it kinda lonely on that end.
Yet I know it isn't me. I have heard this issue with a lot of people in my situation. Yet, the people in my situation here are few and far apart, it is hard to make a community to hang with when it takes 2 hours to get to the nearest other expat.

I think I would have gone on a hike, but it was a bit cold today. Enjoy your Sunday.

Had a nice relaxing day I think.
Did a bit of housekeeping. Sat outside in a sunny spot and read a bit of a book.
Then made a nice dinner.
I am watching what I eat more often now so food makes me feel better. The chemicals and sweetners and stuff gives me major headaches.
Starting at the begining, I had this issue with my back, so last summer I went to a chiropractor. After 2 sessions with him, my headaches that I got every day, reduced to several times a week.
Then I saw an article about msg and some other posions they put in food. I didn't eat bad to begin with, but the spices I was using had tons of this stuff in it. So I am pretty much eating the same, just paying more attention to spices and avoiding spice packages and spicing things myself.
My headaches are now a thing of the past. AND I dropped 20 kilos since I started to do this. OMG, if I knew that was it! Just adjust the spices? I eat the same!
I knew I was missing something yesterday when I was thinking of good things to write about.!  :)

I know my posts lately, or for a long time now, have not been really positive or fun.
Sorry about that. Just going threw a really bad time this past year.
So lets see, something good.
You know it is hard to find something good with this state of mind.

I'm steal breathing. I guess that is good. Yet most of the time it dosen't feel like it.
I'm loosing weight. Lost over 15 kilo's in the past 8 months. Not sure if that is fast, slow or a good pace, but it is good for me.
My children are happy and healthy.

I guess that is enough for now. I am try to focus on the good parts of life since this darkness feels so consuming. Hopefully I can pull myself out of this bad state before it gets the better of me.

I do like reading, so if anyone has suggestions on a good book or an author they just love. I would appreciate it. Something new to get suck into would be helpful.
Ok, love stories and sad dramas might not be a good thing to recomend at this point. So yea, something new would be nice.

Thanks.  :)

The hardest thing is to watch the one you love, love someone else.  <\3
:(

I got threw every day because I knew you were there.
Now you are gone. I don't feel you anymore.
Time to find a new path. Time to head out alone. I am now alone.
I don't know where to go in this darkness.

So much for friendship
So much for trust
So much for things getting better
So much for us

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