Just me

My grumble for the day. Hub called today, he was at the store picking up a few things. So he wanted to know if I wanted anything. So yea. I told him 3 things to pick me up. Apples, cheese and feminin thingys. So what did he come home with? None of them. He had kept me on the call for 10 minutes while he roamed around like he was getting the stuff I asked for.
I don't get it! So now it is midnight, I want a snack and all that is in the house is his junkfood. So I am stuck with sipping water tonight. Argh!!!

Good news. there is a fair in town this weekend for homeowners. Right in time since I need to fix up mine.

A day just like anyother day. Just kinda wish they were a bit better.
Legs hurt and when that happens I get moody. Well not moody because my legs hurt. I get moody because my hormones are off and make me moody and make my legs hurt.
So if I complain about my legs, you might find it best to stay away or just understand I am a nutball when they hurt.

Ok, tried a new template, but it dosen't look just right.
Not too versed on the codeing either. I know there are probably ways to make it work. Wish I knew this stuff a bit better.
Does it look as bad as I think it does?
(If there is no butterfly on it, then I must have changed it)

Ok, gotta pick one. Sleep or food.
Having issues going to bed to late and not eating breakfast. Which pattern needs to be adressed first?
My little one gets groggy in the mornings at school. She has a hard time falling asleep at night and completely refuses to eat breakfast in the morning.
In pre-school it wasn't a problem. They would feed her when she got to school, but in elementary school, they eat quite a bit later.
I really do think it is her not wanting to eat, my husband thinks it is the sleeping. She is always asleep by 10pm at the latest on school nights and gets over 9 hours on a normal basis. He wants her getting ready and in bed by 7:30 - 8. I have her getting ready at 8 and asleep by 10. Gotta get the teeth brushed, pj's on, story time.. yadda yadda. He will refuse her story time if it gets too late (even if it is his fault).

Don't you love conflict? Bah!

Don't you love it when you are just relaxing watching a show. Cuddling up nicely to get away from your troubles. Then you realize the show you turned on decides to hit home just all to well?

Bah, I hate when I start crying beacuse of a TV show.

It's late, I'm tired but being kept up. Someone isn't feeling well tonight and so I just can't sleep. Seems to always happen when my kids are ill.
By morning I will be exhausted and pass out on the couch while she watches some cartoons. So a good 2 to 3 hours of for me.

I've been feeling a bit better myself lately. I am not sure if it is because I am writing this blog or just because I am feeling better.
My situation hasn't really changed, but my mood is. I guess that is the key. If we feel better, things don't seem as bad as they are. Last week I felt everything was hopeless. Well they are, the main things in life I wan't aren't possible. Yet this week, I am not brooding so much over it. Lets hope this feeling lasts. It is much better than the pathetic pityness I usually feel for myself.
I never use to be a cry baby about things at all, but lately this shit just hurts and I can't get out of that mood for the day once I get there.
So yea, this weekend has been nice.

Yup thats me. I am a sucker for photo blogs it seems. I just added anothe one that I liked.

Good day, good food.
Had a few friends over today. It has been a year since we spent any time together. So it was really nice to see them again.
They have a little one with them now. Boy does she have the brightest eyes and a very active peronality! I see too many babies with glossy eyes that realize nothing is going on about them but the top of a pram they are stuffed into.
It was so refreashing to see this bundle of joy! Hopefully we can spend more time together in the future.
Really good day.

Ok, talked to K the other day and I am good to visit again! Yippy!!!
I love when I can take trips to Göteborg! Oh I am happy today about that.
So far I have gone there 2 years in a row to throw a dinner party for Thanksgiving. Ok I know it is not celebrated there.
See, a few years back I wanted to share a bit of my culture with K. So I decided it would be Thanksgiving. So the only thing that is really missing when I do that dinner is the American football. But you know what... I am so fine with that!  :)
We had invited some of his family and they liked it so much I was invited back again the next year if I wanted to do it again.
Seems it is a hit. I have been invited back for a 3rd time.
Time to plan and dream about pumpkin pie! Yummmm

Not sure. Seems like it, feels like it.
We shall see, I really don't see how things could get better in that situation. I kinda knew if I told a few things that the truth might push certain people away. Yet I didn't really think about that when I opend my mouth last night.
As for good? The sun is out and it is pretty outside. Maybe I will get the urge to go out there at some point.

I like this version that some Goths have done. There movements are much more smooth and just feels better to watch for me.

Goth Single Ladies

Yea, the song is ok.
Yet is seems a lot of people like copying her dance moves from her video.
Some do better than her in my opinion. her moves seem too jerky and too sluty for a professional artist. Feels more like she should be on the stage of a strip club and not at an award ceremony.

Single Ladies

Oh yea, and that one handed glove look.. A bit too Michael Jackson for me.

Love the food.

Pinnekjøtt
Fårikål
Lapskaus

Yummy stuff and the laws regarding food are strict with makes it a much healthier lifestyle. Less temptation, I like that.

Norwegian cuisine

Ok, did it. I changed the name and description. Put a little more of a personal spin on it. Actualy it was kinda long, the description that is. It said max 500 characters and at first I had almost 900. So yea, I had to cut it down a bit.

But at least now there is a bit of an idea whats up with me. ;P

I am not asking many questions here and not really getting responces. So I am thinking about changing the name of the blog. Not too sure what to call it tho. Maybe 'Little Tidbits'... Hmm. I will have to think about this.
Any ideas?

Made it. Had to get stuff done at the hospital. Instead of getting out by 5, I had to stay the night. I will just pretend that I was there because they liked me, not because of complications.
But I am home now and feeling better.
Hope everyone is good.  :)

Yesterday was a bit crazy. Ended up in the hospital most of the day.
Man I hate hospitals. The closemindedness is boggling sometimes.
Well I am home now. All is well. Well so to speak.

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

(Katy Perry - Thinking Of You)

I know the things I want. I know what I don't want. I just don't know how to get what I want.
Seems that the things that I want get in the way of other people- So I don't have them. So how do I become happy with settling or how do I get what I want without it interfearing with the ones I love?

Hoping to figure this one out some day.

The word is fat.
Yes I am, just a bit. Not as big as some but definatly bigger than others.
So is this good or bad? Some men like thier woman skinny and some fat. My husband makes no comment on it. He says he love me and thats that, but it isn't like I light his fire anymore either.

I have never been into fasion or bothering with my apperance, but that was before I had weight. My face really dosen't hold it well and I don't like how I look at all. I do think that it is becoming noticable in my behavior that I am not too happy with myself.
I started to work on make up and next will be clothing. I want to be able to get out of bed, put on a pair of jeans and t-shirt just like I use to and look good.
Meh!


P.S. Just as a side not, my weight issue is a hormone issue that started when I had my kids, not an eating one, so getting on a diet and loosing weight isn't the answer for me. I do eat healthy and work out. So this is something I have to live with.

So it seems that everytime I am in a good mood, my behavior makes the people closest to me grumpy.
Could it really be me? Hmmmm

An old friend called me today. So thats good. :)

Trying to take time to get some "me" time in and everything tries to get into the way. It is like a light bulb goes off in peoples minds that it is the best time to call me is right now! Argh...argh... grumble.. grumble.

Good thing is the kitty is at least giving me space, nice and cute fast asleep.

Göteborg.
I love this city!!!
Since the first time I visited. I stepped off the train and I was hooked.
I came to surprise a friend for his birthday. So two of his friends were gonna meet me at the station, but they were delayed a couple of hours. Yet I was so taken with the city that I didn't care. This was about 3 years ago and I can't get enough of the place. Whenever I have a week, I get on a train and head back. It feels like home to me now. To bad I may never get to live there permanently.

Here's to hoping!
Skål!

The sound of the rain on the roof, it is just music to my ears!

So yea, nope, no house. Seems people loved it a little more than we did.

On the up side, my best-friend is still about.
Not sure I am really happy about this lying kick he is on, but I think I am getting it. He wants time to himself and it seems he dosen't want me to feel bad that he wants to be alone during time we normally spend. (Between work and stuff, in the evenings is his only free time and we usually spend it together.) So instead of telling me to go away and give him space, he says he is going to bed and of course I will not feel bad about him being tired. So hopefully I will be Ok with that and not obsess in wondering if he is really tired. I can tend to obsess.

Good thing, is I get to relax for a few more days. Someone else is working in the shop for now since I am not good at what is going on, so a little less stress.
Hope whoever is reading this, you are well and have a great night.  :)